I'm so gross... I ate like a piggy at lunch. Thank goodness I skipped breakfast! I had a burger and waffle fries. Well I tried purging but that didn't happen because nothing came up and I was really upset but yea.. I got home after some errands and weighed myself. Same weight as this morning. I was so relieved. Not sure if I am going to eat dinner since it's after 7 now... I might just skip it and make a lunch to take tomorrow. I can't be eating like that. It's so gross. I can't stand it!! ugh.... Anyways... I just need to calm down and pull myself together. Tomorrow will be better. I'm almost to 150 again and the step after that is 140. Just breathe....

Last night I weighed myself before bed and I was 154.8 and I was pretty content with that I only had a net intake of about 250 kcals yesterday. Well I stepped on the scales this morning and pleased to see 153.6. Of course it's no where where I actually want to be back in November-February I was 147 and had gotten there healthily and had maintained that for a while. Got a boyfriend and just packed on the pounds. It was awful. Anyway I'm sans boyfriend now and it's fantastic I love being alone and only having to worry about me. FEMALE POWER!!

I hope today goes just as well as yesterday did but without me being super sleepy. That was awful.... I'll update later too. I might start uploading my art journal too. I'm just getting back into it so it's mostly just laying down paints right now.

Peace out.

So it's rainy outside so I can't go swimming and I dislocated my shoulder last night and it STILL hurts. I wish I could do something more than legs and pacing around the apartment.
 On the plus side I weighed myself and I lost .8lbs today. Not sure if that's actually going to last though. Deciding on dinner now. Veg and chicken? or cabbage salad with soy cheese? or a pita with turkey and veg? choices choices...

Hey kids I'm starting this new blog to attempt to make myself accountable for what I eat and do and not do.

Ate brunch today. At least most of it... There is this garden omelet at the student union that is only 210kcal total and I got that today. I ate the turkey bacon, most of the wheat bread and half of the omelet. Guessing that's about 190 cals. can't be much less than that really.

I'm going to the gym after work since I parked behind the gym. I need to start going right after class in the mornings but never do for some reason.